Thursday, December 31, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
me & my family are very pleased to invite all of you to our kenduri doa selamat kecil2an tomorrow, saturday 26th at our home, Nilai. Insyaallah the program will start with tahlil at 11 am and followed by lunch till 2 pm.
sorry for the last minute invitation as this kenduri was decided in very short time since we managed to get most of our family members (mine & in-laws) to gather at our home during this cuti2 1malaysia :). and the best part is that everybody will holding hands in cooking and preparing everything.
i'm so sorry again becos i can't reach everybody by phone due to my incomplete phonebook contacts reinstallation since i changed to this hp..err about two months ago (unfortunately i left my contact list at the ofis). huhu.
so. please come.. you are all invited. :)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
p/s: jangan lupa baca doa akhir tahun & doa awal tahun ye!
last2 dia berusaha sungguh2 nak tanggalkan helmet sampai nak nangis. dah tak tertanggung beban kat kepala tu kot.. hihih
adam on the other hand tolong pijak pasir yg dah elok2 papa level
papa dah start nak lay rumput
tadaaa!! siap separuh saja sebab tak cukup rumput dalam 20 keping lagi kot (ingat tanah kecik pakai sikit je rumput..cheh!)
p/s: ibu tolong tengok je..heheh (tu pun snap gmbr dari dlm umah..maklumla, papa kan tak suka publisiti..chet, cam artis plak. adam? tolong menyibuk la..apa lagi!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Mr.H adalah my x-staff yg baik & rajin, dan telah berpindah ke agensi lain setelah setahun lebih (kalo tak silap) served in my dept. setelah beliau berpindah dlm lebih kurang setahun ni.. adalah dlm 3-4 kali beliau call utk tanya khabar ofis lama dan kebanyakan minta pendapat pasal kerja..(sbb kat dept baru dia takde boss lagi.. everything dia kena settle sendiri). baru2 ini beliau telah call utk maklum tentang majlis perkahwinan beliau dan kemudian telah menghantar sms yg lebih kurang macam ni (simplified version):
Mr.H: salam kak. jemput dtg ke kenduri saya pada blablabla...
me: ok..insyaAllah. TQ
Mr.H: sori tak sempat hantar kad. bz sikit.
me: its ok..akak faham (ye, aku bahasakan akak..sbb dia muda belia lagi)
Mr. H: nanti akak tlg sms address, saya nak pos kad kawin.
me: ok..address akak blablabla..
::dlm beberapa jam kemudian..dtg beberapa sms dari less-than-a-month-wifey-of -Mr.H::
Mrs.H: boleh saya tahu apa yg Mr.H sms kat awak tadi? apa sebenarnya hubungan awak dgn dia? saya tgk dlm bil dia tiap bulan mesti ada no.hp awak.me: (omg! ape hal lak ni? tiap bulan? what the ****?!) ohh..i was his boss at dept blablabla..memang before this dia ada call tapi tanya pasal keje..tadi dia call & sms jemput akak pegi kenduri. tu je. akak rapat ngan dia sbb kitorg satu dept even my hubby pun kenal dia.
Mrs.H: sure ke takde pape? ye ke tanya pasal keje je bkn pasal lain? kalo hubby akak kenal dia kenapa dia tak tanya pasal keje kat hubby akak je? saya memang tak penah percaya kat dia.
me: (eh, dia ni bod*h ke apa? apsal lak dia nak tanya pasal keje kat laki aku? dia kan x-staff aku..bukan x-staff laki aku. tp laki aku kenal la dia gitu2..) dear, he loves u so much so i think u should start trust him. (x-staff aku ni dulu mmg selalu cite pasal girl dia ni biasalah excited nak kawin kan)
Mrs.H: banyak sgt ke dia cite kat akak pasal saya sampai akak tau dia syg saya? saya mmg tak percaya kat dia sbb tu saya sms akak ni. boleh tak forward kat saya apa yg dia sms akak tadi?
me: (la dia ni..sengal ke sew*l ke apa? bukan payah sgt nak tau yg dia syg kat ko. aku pun bagi dia semua sms yg x-staff aku send awal2 tadi. biar dia puas hati.) ok. akak dah jelaskan semuanya so terpulang la nak percaya ke tak. bye. (aku malas nak layan org camni. lagipun aku tgh drive 140km/j kat highway seremban-kl)
ada la lagi dia sms lepas tu tapi aku malas nak reply pompuan psiko camtu buang masa je kan but last2 tu ada la dia say sori what not.. and ajak aku gi kenduri dia so that dia boleh kenalan ngan aku & family aku. haa..ko dah cakap aku mcm2 nak berbaik2 plak..sorry!
so korang rasa perlu tak aku bgtau laki dia a.k.a x-staff aku itu ttg apa yg berlaku between me & his wife? aku rasa tak la kot takut kang perang ribut taufan lak. aku pun kesian mesti lps ni dia segan ngan aku punya. adoyai..aku rasa kelakar pun ada (sbb wife dia boleh fikir sampai camtu), nak marah pun ada. tapi nak sedih mmg takla sbb memang dah sah2 benda tu mengarut. kalo ikut hati mmg aku nak sembur je dia tapi memandangkan aku ni insan bertamadun aku sabarrr je la.
tapi aku kesian plak kat laki dia ni dapat wife psiko. tiap2 hari check tepon/bil laki. takkan laki dia takleh sms pompuan langsung? ni baru tak sampai sebulan kawin. esok2 entahla..aku doakan yg baik2 je utk diorg..aku ni dah 3 tahun lebih kawin tak penah la pulak sampai macam tu skali. paling2 pun aku tanya je laki aku kalo aku rasa nak menyebuk sgt. takde la nak terjah2 org lain tak tentu pasal. aku pun tak tahu la hal diorg ni kot2 yg lakinya tu ada history before this. but apa yg aku tahu x-staff aku ni mmg baik. dulu pun apa2 cite pasal girl ni je. takde plak affair lain rasanya..ni yg aku tau la. bagi aku kita ni suami isteri kena la ada saling percaya-mempercayai barulah boleh harmoni. kalo awal2 dah tak percaya, syak sana sini, macammana hubungan tu nak diikat supaya berkekalan?
actually awalnya aku memang excited nak pegi kenduri dia wiken ni ye la dah anggap macam adik pun..siap dah ajak laki aku kuar shopping wedding gift utk diorg. tup tup bila dah jadi gini aku decided mmg tanak pegi. tetiba rasa menyampah betul la aku kat wife dia yg cemburu buta tu..hii..tak jumpa pun takpe. kalo pun dia tak hormat aku sebagai x-boss laki dia pun atleast dia selidik la dulu..tanya laki dia ke. ni tak.main terjah ikut suka hati. ingat ni rancangan melodi ke hapa? aku cuma kesian kat x-staff aku ni sbb aku janji nak dtg dan dia beria2 hantar kad supaya aku senang nak gi umah dia (maklumla..aku ni kan selalu sesat :p). hmm..tapi decision aku memang big no, no! hii..menyampah!
(ohh..tak sangka aku akan terlibat dalam ini drama)
moral of the story: kalo nak kawin dlm usia muda siasat dulu dgn mendalam peribadi pasangan anda. jangan kawin ngan budak2 yg perangai memang macam budak2! (esp. cam pompuan psiko sorg ni).
Friday, December 4, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
we just arrived home from my in-laws house as we were celebrating aidiladha at perak this year. as usual, the chef (my mil) prepared so many meals for us. all we did is eat and eat and only stop eating for bedtime. haha! (i wonder how many kgs i gained in 4 days cos my tummy look flabbier than ever!)
p/s: can't wait to open all foods my mil packed for us. yummilicious!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child. There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child. With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home.
So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket! Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation: "Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."
At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs.
And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....
Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control.
Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy.My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say....I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly.
On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash.And one of the letters broke my heart....Dear Mummy,I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear? After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....
For the females with children: Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious. For the married men: Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients.Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable. Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones. For those singles out there: Beauty lies in loving yourself first. With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.
(i really wanna hug my boy right now)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
mula bila turun bwh tak perasan but masa nak keluar rumah papa suruh minum dulu. aku cam..aik? hihi..rasa pelik. tapi benar. biasanya papa ni lps subuh suka tido balik. mentang2la dia keje lambat. kekadang je tlg bukakkan pintu pagar (read: masa baru kawin dulu hari2 tlg bukak pintu pagar..hihi). ini siap buatkan breakfast lagi.
to papa..i really appreciate your effort. thank u. no matter how it taste, i love it..because i love u. chewah!
p/s: adam..ibu love u too baby. hari ni adam pun bangun awal sibuk nak ikut ibu pg keje :)
Monday, November 16, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
papa: Y-A-M, yam!
adam: (dengan laju dan sedikit sengau) AYAM!
ibu: wahh!!! pandai...
papa: B-O, bo..
papa: L-A, la..
adam: (dengan laju dan selamba) AYAM!
papa: D-A-M, dam!
adam: (dengan laju dan confident) AYAM!
ibu: (gelak sampai berguling)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
dlm bulan ni saja aku dah pecahkan 2 rekod driving aku. ye puan-puan. aku mmg malas drive. aku hanya tau drive dari rumah ke ofis sahaja itupun lalu the only jalan yg aku tau. mmg takkan shortcut or singgah mana2 sbb takut sesat. tambahan pula skrg dah ada drebar tak berbayar itu (lakiku) tahap kemalasan aku naik berganda-ganda lagi.
tp sejak aku tukar jabatan ni ada satu cabaran yg ter.pak.sa aku buat. dulu aku selalu dimanja dgn driver ofis yg boleh hantar ke mana2 pun dari sejauh2 tempat sampai la yg jaraknya sekangkang kera. so skrg aku mmg ada big problem sbb kereta jabatan very limited. so mesti uolls dah agak kan rekod apa yg dah pecah?
rekod 1 - last 2 weeks aku drive SENDIRI dari kl-kuala terengganu-kuantan-maran-kl balik semula at total about 1000++km (ada sorg co-pilot iaitu my boss). aku sendiri pun tak caya.
rekod 2 - rabu lps aku sekali lagi drive from kl-kuantan-nenasi-kuantan-kl. yg mencabar tu drive from kl-kuantan dengan ADAM okey? berdua sahaja. ni lagi tak caya.
aku tak tau yg aku boleh drive sejauh tu. bila dah ter.pak.sa semua boleh kan? cuma aku bimbang timbul satu lagi masalah iaitu kalo dah pandai drive sendiri merata2 kang takut drebar tak berbayar aku tu berhenti keje plak..huhu. camano nih?
Friday, October 30, 2009
mb..boleh tak tolong jawab? saya tension ni.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
adam tgh syok main pasir
papa pun sama tekun melayan adam
i said no! no! no!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
btw, bagi first timer yg jenguk blog ni, my previous entries are in here. and why changing blog? actually aku dah lama terseksa jiwa raga bersabar dgn blog lama tu yg tak mesra alam.. i pun nak jugak ada blog yg kaler2 macam insan lain. huhu. nway, aku respek & suspek la kat kawan2 yg still maintain using that blog. chaiyok2!
hee..aku actually ada baanyakkkk entry yg tertunda utk dipublish. aku akan try curik masa update sikit2..
so, here i am..again! c uolls very soon!